I am up to my earholes in bent plywood. The workload is getting in gear and I still feel like I am in neutral. I am surrounded by plywood experiments that I don’t remember doing. Add to that, A Materials & Methods presentation that is supposed to be a (2-person) group assignment and I haven’t seen my partner in 5 days and it doesn’t matter because I am too much of a dictator to work in groups anyway; and add to that I have trigonometry and I am so fucking lost and it’s only the first chapter, I am really bad at math, like, really; and add to that several chapters of reading for World Architecture, and add to that a complex model generated in Rhino that I have to have rapid prototyped by Thursday; add these up and it = more work than is humanly possible. This is what architecture school is like. It’s only the 2nd week and I already feel behind.

I just wanna go sailing.